Invisibility is Bliss

Well, I feel that I can safely say, at this point, that NO ONE but I has ever read this blog.  I don't know if I wanted it to be read, or followed....I think that I really just wanted it to be there. And here it is :)

This have changed alot since my last update.  I AM living in Wildwood, NJ.  I am working at a restaurant, as both a hostess and a waitressing.  I am making some money, though not as much as I had hoped, since I am hostessing on the weekends.  I do not have many friends here, which is strange to me.  I have never had any trouble making friends.  There are alot of people here who I am friendly with, but no one I feel particuarly 'close' to, and thats just strange.  But it's okay.  I am actually getting to spend time with my family and cousins, and I am grateful for that.  I can lay on the beach, swim in the ocean, bask in the sunlight, and dig my feet in the sand many days before work -- so how can I complain, really?  The restaurant I work at is on the bay with a westward view, so I see a glorious sunset every night.....and that is a blessing, I know.  It really is.  I think that, six months ago, I was still riding on the high of being free of my oppresive relatinonship.  Now that that part of my life is really behind me,  I am returning to being 'normal' and just going through the day-to-day, trying to figure everything out.  I am excited to resume classes in the fall, and I am excited for the rest of the summer here in Wildwood.  Every new experience is a learning experience, and for that, I am eternally grateful.