This have changed alot since my last update. I AM living in Wildwood, NJ. I am working at a restaurant, as both a hostess and a waitressing. I am making some money, though not as much as I had hoped, since I am hostessing on the weekends. I do not have many friends here, which is strange to me. I have never had any trouble making friends. There are alot of people here who I am friendly with, but no one I feel particuarly 'close' to, and thats just strange. But it's okay. I am actually getting to spend time with my family and cousins, and I am grateful for that. I can lay on the beach, swim in the ocean, bask in the sunlight, and dig my feet in the sand many days before work -- so how can I complain, really? The restaurant I work at is on the bay with a westward view, so I see a glorious sunset every night.....and that is a blessing, I know. It really is. I think that, six months ago, I was still riding on the high of being free of my oppresive relatinonship. Now that that part of my life is really behind me, I am returning to being 'normal' and just going through the day-to-day, trying to figure everything out. I am excited to resume classes in the fall, and I am excited for the rest of the summer here in Wildwood. Every new experience is a learning experience, and for that, I am eternally grateful.
