Sooo 2012 is my year....or so I decided. There are already a lot of moments I am not proud of....but on the whole, I am happy with who I have been so far this year (aka, durnig January and the beginning of February.) I have been exercising often....I run between 1 and 2 miles each time I visit the gym, plus the various machines to focus on each muscle...I hate being surrounded by skinny, adorbale friends who have normal metabolisms that allow them to eat anything they wish while maintaining ridiculously skinny and fit bodies, whether they exercise or not. Still, the feeling of earing the tigther body and the loss of pounds is ridiculously satisfying, so I am happy :)
I am quite angry with my best male friend. He has basically been a douchebag to the greatest extent possible that a man can be without also being a boyfriend/significant other. He has all but ignored me ever since he gained interest in a very adorbale mutual friend. She is fantastic, and I understand his attraction...but since he noticed her, our friendship has truly evaporated.....and in my book, that is NO friendship at all. Is it me??
No one reads this blog, and that's the way I like it, yeah that's the way I like it. I have nothing truly relevant to say, nothing truly important to say, simply self-indulgant ramblings about things that are of no real significance, but at least I get to watch my very own words appear on a screen......so fuck the world.
I am calling it a night.
<3 love to and from myself, since I'm the only one who will ever see this.
